tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6569228.post-1088971204847667462004-07-04T12:53:00.000-07:002004-07-04T13:20:58.783-07:00Marlon Brando died and I am so sad. To think that he would spend an eternity in hell? I wish God would just exterminate us if we die lost. <br />I overate yesterday but so far today have been abstinent. I am in a much better mood, feel joy deep down when abstinent. When not abstinent just angry, negative. Marlon Brando once said that whenever he wanted comfort he would reach for food. His parents were alcoholics and they rejected him, especially his father. I guess he died without recovery. If there were some way I could be in recovery for the both of us I would. I know as a Christian - not sure I am one right now - that I should not like movie stars inordinately, but I am a fan of his. I can't help it. He was a great actor and I related to him on some level. I also thought that when he was younger he was perfect looking, the perfect Roman. Is it wrong to talk about the looks of a dead person? Oh how I wish he were not in hell. If there were some way he could have made peace at the last? I have no hope of that.Kristinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03112962231579162251noreply@blogger.com